To Myself Say Goodbye...!!!

I tore those words I wrote for thee
But couldn't erase those memories
Which made me pen them!
I shared my happiness with everyone
But sorrow, only with thee.
There were tomorrows I dreamed of with thee
And now I don't want those yesterdays
To remember about,ever.
No,I have no words to express my sorrow
And I have no tears to cry for 'thou'.
I don't want to turn behind
To ever be left behind!
There were only moments when
You never slid down my mind,
My talks and thoughts.
And now you can never roll back
Where you belonged to and I promise
"It's never happening again."

'Bid me never bereft',I said
But now I abandon each thing,
To myself say goodbye!
'Instead of paths two let's make it one',I said
But now part from my path to never return;
I waited for long for the li'l talks
And now I plead you,get away
Far away from me.

It was all about you,your thoughts
And our world!
This moment my croons echo
"I'm back there where I belonged"
World of silence,loneliness
And the world that I'd thought,
Thee would change!
Sad but truth that 'we' is now
You and I.

I trusted none but thou
To be broken!
I called you the best thing in the world
But no;for a person responsible
To this depths of sorrow and tears
Has just been thee,stile.

Whenever I think,I try to fathom
But each time I assimilate
You intensify the wound in me.
I'm done and over!
Thank you for the good memories left behind,
For setting me down into silence,
For setting me down saturnine
And the pain of heart that hurts the most!
And one last time to say
You did owe me all the happiness I wanted
And now you've left me enveloped
Only with sepulchral and the grandeur of silence!

YMS.